Embarrassment and starting over. Like always.

This is my fourth...or maybe fifth attempt at a blog. 

It really is embarrassing. 

But I think I figured out what was wrong. 

I wasn't being me.

(Now its REALLY gonna be embarrassing if this doesn't work out)

But when I was thinking about my past blogs all I could think about was how hard I tried. 

I wanted to impress people with my words or humor or pictures or goofy videos. 

But this blog is just what it says:

Me. 

thinking-on-a-blog

This isn't to impress anyone. It isn't to gain public notice. I don't care about my template or my avatar. I don't care if what I say doesn't make someone say "wow". I don't care if my sentences are confusing (like the last one was). 

I am going to write what I feel like writing, what I am led to write and you can just deal with it. 

With that being said, I would like to point out that I would NOT like to offend anyone, however......its probably going to happen. If I do, please bring it to my attention. I will think about what you said and I may, or may not change. My conscience is between me and God. 

(There went some offended people.)

If you want to read this blog, then do. If you don't-don't!  Its that simple, folks. 

I'm writing because I can. Because God has given me a love for writing. And because some pretty crazy stuff happens in my life that might make someone smile.

This is the end of my introductory post.